Kind of. I'm definitely NOT bored, but I'm kind of lonely. My little sister and my mom are in school, my older one is always hanging out with her friends, and my dad is constantly working. I was hoping to see some of you guys, but all sorts of junk has gotten in the way. I have a ton of internet access, but nobody else is ever on, and when they are, we can't DO too much. I mean, school gives our lives SCHEDULES, and makes us have a NEED to do things. It's that feeling of NEEDING to be doing something, NEEDING to be somewhere, ect. which I have been missing pretty bad. I don't care if it's difficult, it's that feeling of being threatened and being pushed that I crave, and which separation from has been driving me almost insane. Don't get me wrong, lying on my bed in my room with the fan on while listening to my music and relaxing feels GREAT, but it's simply against my, and I believe, all of life's nature to be idle for long. No matter how great it feels.