Writing Lovandra's Inscription: Pioneers #1

lovandra

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Will put some of my literatures here. I put this thread in PG-13 cause maybe, someday I'll put PG-13 type of literature.

I'll write some poems, fanfictions, shortstories in this one and only thread.

All will be written in English.

Suggestions and spelling/grammar corrections are very welcome.

As add-on, I feel it's needed to point out my reasoning and hope that you can understand:
1. I'm not native English, so my English maybe not as good as you, I appreciate if you tell me my mistakes, but please don't be too harsh about small mistakes/spelling-errors.
2. For me writing is art. And for me, writing in English is like making a Digital Art. It's something, different than, drawing with paper and pencil. I appreciate guides about how to use 'photoshop', but regarding 'the art' itself, I won't like if you bug me too much. If you don't like my story or content of my poems, or how I make 'xxx' look bad and 'ooo' too good, my weird sense of humor and logic, please keep it for yourself.

Table of Contents
Poem's Corner part 1
Story of The New End Chapter 1


 
Re: Lovandra's Inscription

Moods' Corner 1

Eternal Summer
Mood :sleepy:
I live in eternal summer
Oh dear, you maybe just can dream about it
Day when sun shine bright
Everyday everytime

Even the night is a warm charming night
Blanket me, the stary beautiful sky
With the moon sometimes smile, sometimes hide in the tick mist up, up above

The delicious fresh ice lemon
Served in the rectangle table in the corner of the kitchen
Sweet and sour
Just like life
With one slurp, we forget how tired our day
How hot the day when we working in field of hope

We live in eternal summer
Oh dear, you maybe just can dream about it
Every day we plant can raise tommorow morning

Ugly truth
Mood :rascal:
On the little place
Hidden from the space
She was

Making up the scars
Hiding up with style
Pretty smile on face
Showing up as flawless on the surface

Trying so hard to fit in this room full of liars
Killing her own ego, blind out from the truth
Some said she was a mess
Other said she grow up too fast

As ugly truth said, she was best liar of all

The Taste of Tears
Mood :sad:
I remember now
The taste of the tears when I eat

I remember now
The fear deep within of the solitary's brick

I remember now
All this feeling that I killed

Cause I'm lonely when I'm not alone

Like a solitary wolf who feel don't belong
Even in the big crowd or a busy city
I walked with my face turn down

I remember now why I hate the fairy tale
How I used to curse their nonexistence
Cause I'm innocent deep within
A stupid who truly believe in

When It Comes to Us
Mood: :parting:
The bond is start in a fairy tale
When we're too naive to ware
That love is not anything
When it come to us

We used to think, we were not same
And together, we would be one
But now, we realize
We're too same to share a live to life

We stand at the top of fire everyday
On the light of a dark bright
Try to hold the hand without talk
Cause word can grow into a fight

I am a queen and you are a king
But we want to rule the same land
So we start a war and end up all broke
Cause we both have grown too strong
Too proud to admit we are both wrong

And we can not collide
You can not live in my world and I can not life in yours
I love solitary, you love company
And when I need you dear, you can not be near

So this time, I really go
Once and maybe forever

I love you, but when it come to us
Love is just not enough

There was a time
mood :LONGING:
There was a time
When rain connected the sky and land
When they shared story
And had no worry
When land was young and green
Was blushing with flower and ring

There was a time
When sky was strong and done no wrong
As blue as sea that joined narrow
That clear and beauty

That was a time
When sky whispered love
Made it warm in heat and bloom
Loved it dearly and sang it a song
Hummed with the birds and all the soul

Then with the gentle warm breeze
The sky kissed the land
Then the land start be green
The bird started humming
In a perfect spring

Was like yesterday
It was like yesterday
The room still have no change
The chair he used to sit
Still there in corner of the room

Even sometimes I still feel it in my dream
Gentle kiss that was forced to me in my sleep
Wake me up like he still in there

But the bed as cold as my chilly heart
That losing the only man that dare enough to stay


Since long time ago
Mood: numb
Since long time ago
I lose my ability to love
I lose my ability to talk
I lose my ability to trust
I create a shell around myself
Never let anyone in
I'm scared of being hurt

I've remember been beaten before
I remember it clearly
Been hit by a wooden stick
Humilliated in front of people
I kept repeat to my self
No one care
I'm dying to the core

Since long time ago
I lose my ability to love
I lose my ability to talk
I lose my ability to trust

I used to run away
Find a shelter to comfort myself
Feel save in locked room when no one is around
Try to achive, burn myself to hopeless work
But nothing is real
My life is dream

Since long time ago
I've become an empty shell
I've become so numb
And acting so dumb
I've tried my hardest
To keep myself where no one can touch

I don't love
I don't talk
I don't trust
I'm scared of being hurt

Will start all the circle again
Mood: Fooled
I always killed fire before it get too big to hurt me
Even froze my heart so I can't feel it pass
And when the summer hit, I just stand on the shadow
So no one can see who this ugly

And when I try play with fire I still keep a little space
This as the air and barely noticed
Something in my heart, I can feel the beat
But before the fire gone too big, I kill the flame

Give me a moment, let my tears run down
And let me write another piece of broken soul
But even I know this all are the shit
Cause no body perfect and people make mistakes

Give me a huge big smile and lie to me again
Promise me everything will be fine
Cause I know tomorrow will hit and I will forget
And I will start all the circle again

The Outsider
mood: lonely
I see the tears broke again without a sound
When all people left her aside again
The room full and all booked but her chest empty
Cause she know she won't stay for a long time

There was places where she have been gone
Where she was offered houses to stay
But she don't seek for empty houses
Nor a quiet peace

Cause there was a scar in her face and chain in her leg
And she was scared
And she left before too late, can't handle anymore hate
She known she would be blame at the end

Meloetta's Poems -in process-

In the cold, cold night
She was alone and wiped her tears
Her eyes was numb, she tired to cry
So she lied on her bed, whispered to sky

Deep-deep inside she was little girl
Naive and kind with too soft of heart
No one guided her, she too scared to ask
So she slowly becomed stone that no one cared for
And that's how Meloetta was born

She sings, all she did was sing
So Meloetta sings her old forgotten song
Composed by loneliness, and dream of better world
Rage by her weakness, her inability to change
And that's how Meloetta transform

Don't be scared
Don't be scared when you hear a lonely voice
Above the hill upon the stream,
That must be Meloetta sings
Under the moonlight, while dances along with rhyme
Song that bring harmony onto heart
To people endowed to hear

Don't be scared when you hear a mystery voice
When storm rampage outside the house
Cause that might be Meloetta sings
She sings lullaby to lull the kids
When storm is scaring them or when they home alone

And when you are lost in the thick woods
May be, you will hear Meloetta sings
Guides you with her lovely voice
Till you are saved inside home
 
RE: Lovandra's Inscription

Pokemon Fan Fiction: PIONEERS
CHAPTER 1: Beginning of New Era

I threw the car’s key to the top of only table in Grandma’s living room, and looking around curiously. I couldn’t imagine Mom has grown up in a place like this.

Grandma’s house was a small stilt house made of woods. There were only one huge living room in front area of the house and a small hallway to the kitchen, that was placed at the back area of the house. There 2 bed rooms on right and left side of the hallway, and a bathroom at back area, behind the kitchen.

I gave a poor smile to my Givenchy purse, that Dad have brought from Kalos, instead of Espurr that I wanted desperately. I prayed silently, hoped that I would enjoy my vacation here, cause I still needed to spend a whole week, in this backwoods.

Buzz-buzz

My Holo Caster was buzzed. I totally wanted to ignore it but instead, I slid my hand to my purse and took out my green lime flawless Holo Caster. Red Rose’s letters blinked in front of the screen, showing Mancy’s name and her picture I have saved before.

I took seconds to calm myself and cough to clear my voice before answered it. Mancy shown in the flying screen, with 2 familiar faces I also expected. I put my perfect confidence smile, pulled my lips to the right, and faced the screen so they would see me in my best angle.

They were in Laskar’s Town Plaza, for the premier announcement of Pokemon’s Marine World that would be the one of main Gym, once Pokemon’s Adventure project inaugurated in our region. Project that was opposed hardly by Dad, mostly because he grown up with ugly stories of Pokemon.

‘Hy Mancy, how’s Marine World?’

‘Celline!!! This place is awesome! You should be here, right away!’, said Mancy. She moved her Holo Caster so I could see views around them. That was a super-crowded place that made me tough for splits seconds, that I was lucky I wasn’t there. But, hey, everyone at town was there, except me.

I envied them.

Mancy shown up again in the screen with Simone stood beside her, tried to grab the Holo Caster, and she got it.

‘You must be here, NOW!!’, Simone said impatiently, she looked at me with her fierce eyes, that I answered by shaking my head.

‘I can’t,’ I answered firmly, ‘my Mom said I can’t leave Grandma’s house except for “family” emergency!”

Simone sighed, Kayla and Mancy couldn’t hide their scared faces, like everytime they have done before, when Simone signed any kind of disappointment to anything. But then Simone rolled her eyes, elevated her shoulder, and said, ‘No biggie, your lose for missing this!’

She smiled defiantly, and added ‘Work your best to make your Dad sign the approval’s letter. You have to join us in the trainer’s try out!’

Simone known very well how to make people hopeless. She smiled once again before she cut the connection. Left me alone stared angrily to the screen.

She known I could try everything and my Dad still wouldn't let me go to the try out! He wouldn’t let me join the Pokemon Journey!

He even boycotted his hotels from every guess that try to brought in pokemon, no matter how famous, rich, important the guess was.

I needed more than miracle to be able to join in! DAMN IT!!

***​

Mom and Grandma walked out from kitchen, laughing, I couldn’t help but irritated, and though that they laughed at me. I sat down and withhold my cheek with my elbow in my thigh. I brushed my hair when Grandma approached me, tried to not look to her eyes.

‘Cella,’ Mom called me softly, firm every syllable in my nickname. She got the effect that she wanted. I looked to Grandma who brought a tray full of cookies, made well especially for me.

Yeah, she even put my name on every cookies, my full first name, Cellandine, perfectly with the double ‘L’ that even my teacher used to miss. I admitted her effort and took the smallest one from the edge of the tray and smiled to her when gave a really smile bite.

‘Ohh wait,’ she hastily get in to the hall. I was sure she entered her chamber cause I heard a door closed. I grabbed half of cookies on the tray and put them to my purse. I could see Mom’s pissed eyes. I whispered harshly to her, ‘You can’t make me eat them.’ She sighed, but didn’t say anything.

Grandma came back with a huge smile in her face. I swallowed the piece of cookie I had in my hand from the start, to make her happy. She thrilled and shown her affection by giving me a huge hug, made me coughed and spewed little bit of cookie that I just ate.

‘I have something for you,’ her eyes widened enthusiastically. I tried my best to look exited, when I hoped, she won’t bring out more cookies.

Fortunately, she shown me a, pretty, I admitted, charm-bracelet. I recognized a small sized pink pokeball as one of the charm and some silvers’ small sized pokemon, also a simple small flower shaped from four silver petals, with a darker shiny round stone at the center. I didn’t know why, I found it really appealing.

‘This is for you, my mother gave it to me when I was younger than you. She said she got this from her friend when she visited Johto!’

She pressed the center of pink pokeball, turned it into a real sized pokeball. ‘This is called heal ball, my mom said. She never had any chance to use this, cause, well, we never caught pokemon with this kind of ball before. But I heard in TV, about...’

Grandma talked about the new system government set for us, the trainer try out, and new pokemon era. For the first time in my life, I heard her with real excitement. Mom looked at me from back of Mom’s shoulder, frowned and shook her head. I raised my shoulder, looked back at Grandma and asked her more about the news she has heard, that I’ve already known so well.
 
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