Arcticwhite, two a day...that's a pretty modest rate.
Oooohh!! That's awful... I can only imagine what that feels like (I don't know for sure, but I've been pretty close). Usually trying to not think about it is the best; remembering can hurt.
I'm sure you don't want to dwell on that, so time to turn the conversation elsewhere. Do you have exciting stuff planned for the near future? like a weekend holiday or a new drawing or a party or whatever?