Just don't feel any obligation to return outside of your own enjoyment of the game Bippa. I'm sure the forums can cope without you, so don't you dare feel guilty for leaving.
I'm going to post this here so solve any possible questions about my de-green-ification.
I stepped down on my own free will. My life is too messy for me to continue being on staff, and so I need to clear things up. I'd like to come back soon, probably around the middle of July. But I make no promises.