As much trouble as I got in, I felt worlds better after that.
The hard part is, I never planned on getting on having a relationship with anybody. I was going to travel the world, see the sights, never have to worry about anyone but myself (just the way I like it).
And I've even tried forgetting her, so it's not my choice. But when my heart feels like a church bell just by seeing her... That kind of feeling can't be ignored.
I used to be a stalker, and it bothered me. Now I make the effort to talk more, but I'm so awkward when talking to people (and so is she, so thats just terrible).