I should be disappointed in myself. I can't even work on any of the stories I'm trying to post on here and in reality. I've lost all motive to add to any of those stories, and now I might lose my motive to keep coming here, too. What is there for me to do? Noting except for the WC stories, which I've lost the motive to critique. Nothing except for Lillycove Museum, where I only have a tiny bit of motivation to keep going ahead. I don't think that remaining motivation is enough, however. I don't want to make a mistake and show off as immature or person to others.
Maybe I'm an outcast.
Is that a good thing or not? Perhaps for some people, a few of them who want to see me gone. I haven't decided if being an outcast is good or bad. I'm leaning towards bad. Why? First of all, an outcast is someone who was cast out of one's home or society; pertaining to or the characteristics of an outcast, as it says on the website Dictionary.com.
Well, maybe I am pertaining to the characteristics of an outcast, but I don't think that means I am one. Most of the friends in my buddy list see me as a friendly being, or even as their close friend. But here's another question for me to answer by myself: What does the majority of Pokebeach Forums see me as? An immature girl? A stuck-up girl? Or just some noob who rarely posts on Pokebeach?
There is a difference of what I think of myself in two perspectives, however. In reality, I see myself as a smart girl who has many supposed 'friends' at school, but nobody sits with her at lunch. I'm pretty kind in real life, and I give out drawings of dragons (or other creatures) to anybody on their birthday. But my perspective of myself on the Internet is completely different from the one I think of myself in reality. I think that others see me as a bit immature, but alright. I do see myself as sweet and nice in both realms, but that's just it. Nobody, not even close friends, knows my secret and the life I lead besides school.
And they'd better not ask about the secret, either. Any questions about anything except my secret is fine. Ask anything as you like.
Maybe I'm an outcast.
Is that a good thing or not? Perhaps for some people, a few of them who want to see me gone. I haven't decided if being an outcast is good or bad. I'm leaning towards bad. Why? First of all, an outcast is someone who was cast out of one's home or society; pertaining to or the characteristics of an outcast, as it says on the website Dictionary.com.
Well, maybe I am pertaining to the characteristics of an outcast, but I don't think that means I am one. Most of the friends in my buddy list see me as a friendly being, or even as their close friend. But here's another question for me to answer by myself: What does the majority of Pokebeach Forums see me as? An immature girl? A stuck-up girl? Or just some noob who rarely posts on Pokebeach?
There is a difference of what I think of myself in two perspectives, however. In reality, I see myself as a smart girl who has many supposed 'friends' at school, but nobody sits with her at lunch. I'm pretty kind in real life, and I give out drawings of dragons (or other creatures) to anybody on their birthday. But my perspective of myself on the Internet is completely different from the one I think of myself in reality. I think that others see me as a bit immature, but alright. I do see myself as sweet and nice in both realms, but that's just it. Nobody, not even close friends, knows my secret and the life I lead besides school.
And they'd better not ask about the secret, either. Any questions about anything except my secret is fine. Ask anything as you like.
a lot of people are talking about making my computer sing and when I googled control of the ALtaria I got some random lyrics xD.