Bippa201, I was joking around with the Mr. Freakout thing, and I'm so sorry to hear that. I told you my friend recently was hospitalized, although (thankfully) he wasn't diagnosed with any type of terminal disease. Sometimes, God's ways are foreign to us, but we must keep faith and continue living our lives to the fullest. It's what we, as your friends, and the friend who was diagnosed himself would want for you. If you feel like leaving is the best decision, then by all means, go ahead. But just remember that we're here for you if you ever need us.