I play because I want to do something competitive. There are a whole sect of people out there that I know are better than me at pTCG. I play because this is the only thing I really do that pits me directly against another person. I play music, I have a studio, I record music, I've spent sickening amounts of money playing shows, making music, buying gear to do all that stuff, and it doesn't hurt a bit because I LOVE IT. I do it because it makes me happy, and I do this because it makes me happy too. I don't have any guilt or buyer's remorse. I do spend money on cards, but I budget myself. There's a fine line between gambler, and gambling addict. That being the metaphor, I'm like the crotchety old man who comes in every other sunday and blows 20 bucks to have a cheap laugh.